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December 13th, 2009

help.

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SERIOUS SERIOUS.
I DAMN LAZY TO UPLOAD PROM PICTURES.
cos my com damn slow and effed up.
and then i cannot even go fb.


OMG WHY DOES TECHNOLOGY HATE ME SO MUCH?

sometimes i wonder if i did anything wrong to the ancestors of technology...
BOOHOO.




ever since prom, the only songs stuck in my head was warwick avenue and mama do.
so annoying.

November 29th, 2009

career options.

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HI EVERYBODY.
I GOT NEW JOB.
PART-TIME COUNSELLOR/THERAPIST/MATCHMAKER.
oh and also as a TIANG LAMPU aka LAMP POST.



and you know.
I kinda love listening and helping people out.

hoho.

November 28th, 2009

take me out.

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writing on my cousin's MacBook wooo~
ok i am a bit of a tech bimbo so im still trying to get the hang of it haha

anyhoos~
like FINALLY free from As at last!
now just crossing my fingers while waiting for results next year
i think the cambridge markers might as well burn my papers
since it's full of shit anyways..
oh wells whateverrrr.

08A102 is hillarious
came to my house in the morning to surprise me
actually i kinda see through their plans
but wth my living room and i was in an embarassing state
i shall not elaborate.

Then met Dina:D
god, when was the last time I see her?
we walked and talked and slacked
till she had to meet Mel and I had to meet the girls.

Bday celebration with Naq, Liy and Zah aka the losers was fun
haha okla we kinda got bored cos we didnt know where to go or what to do.
apparently being 18 still doesn't make us FUN people hoho
so we are supposed to take "THE FIRST STEP TO FUN"

Didn't go out with MJis the next day cause was too shagged
see la woman who ask you to be lazy and not go home?
tsk tsk.

Hari Raya AidilAdha was okayy
sleeping over my cousin's place til tomorrow i think?
haha there were like morsels of food and durians!
oh and a nice large chocolate truffle cake to celebrate all the November babies in the family yo:D



i think i have lost the drive for blogging.
and i should start doing things that are fruitful to my life.
i feel super empty now haha.



okay. i want a new laptop now.

November 26th, 2009

an excellent LEGAL liar.

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Love is such a sily game we play.
And it isn't fun without a gun.
For someone's bound to get hurt in the end.

I just haven't met my match to play this dangerous game with me.
Oh.
We'll play then I'll make you regret.



will update abt bday celebrations bla3 when tech isnt geting on my nerves.

November 15th, 2009

half-time.

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So far away from home
But that same dream still haunts me

"I love you.
I have loved you all along.
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go.
I'll stop breathing if I don't see you anymore"

The both of us are fighting our own battle-our own wars.
The both of us need Lady Luck on our sides.


October 14th, 2009

Can you feel me?

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I would need truckloads of luck and motivation to get through this.


Say hello to insomnia.
I want more milo:(

September 12th, 2009


Prelims has started, GP over.
and I'm so dead-let's not elaborate.

Sometimes we just wanna let go.
let it all go-every single thing.
It's all so tiring to try to hold on to things that seem to be within your reach
but in actual fact, it may not be.
academics, family, friendships, love, life.
Every single thing seems so far away

But when we let go and let that goal slip away,
we aren't putting our skills to the test
And that we aren't giving our best effort to overcome the hurdles
So the challenges won't be met, right?
That's why we are not suppose to give up.

Life's a game cos you gotta play your cards right.
But it isn't a game which has a 'Reset' button to it
or  'New Game' when we screw up or give up.
To get to the next level, we have to strategise and use the tips plus tricks provided.

"If you want something so badly, the whole world will conspire and give it to you"


Don't break down now.

May I suggest you get the best, nothing less for you and I...
For one more day I get to spend with you, I'd be contented...

August 22nd, 2009

I KINDA FOUND MY ECSTASY.
don't worry, it's harmless(:





as long as you have legitimate reasons, I won't be upset.

Ramadhan's here-gosh time flies!
And oh prelims in like 2 weeks i think?
Time zooms-flying isn't fast enough.

Assignments, tutorials, lectures piling up like crazy.
Leaving lesser time to step up on revision for the bloody battle.
All my bimbz are gonna fight for a place in Uni-we are gonna get through this predicament
 
*racking brains for things to write*

OH! Some may think this is embarrassing but I don't care okay.
I PASSED NAPFA:D
No more bloody red disgusting tracks.
And baby, this means I am ready.
*wink wink* (only some ppl know what i mean:P)

other than that, I am running out of ways to be random to get replies.
Someone help.







BITCH MODE ALERT.
I hate people who cannot keep their mouth zipped.
I mean it's okay if you wanna blabber to your little friends whom I will not meet often.
Although, it's not really acceptable.
But what ticks me off is for the fact that some people had to open their gigantic mouth and blabber to MY friends.
Hello? You are being annoying and so plase don't hope that I will give be nice and give you face this time round.
Better still, do not expect me to open up and pour all my heart's contents out to you.
Cos I kinda lost the trust.
Oh wait. You didn't even trust me enough to open up to me right?
And the existence of your friends have completed your life-so you won't need my listening ear.
Oops. I almost forgot you had tons of life experiences despite the short period of time living on this face of the Earth.
Go figure.

I should start writing a hatelist much?
Oh wait- I forgot one of my life goals.
That is, to embrace love, not hate.

contemplating whether to hit the Chem notes for tmr's mock paper or to hit the sack. :(

August 7th, 2009

NatDay Celebrations wasn't really that bad
well that's because we are in the luckier LT:)
The movie was great and had a blast singing NatDay Songs with the Bimbz.
Oh. I shall officially call my classmates Bimbz now.
cos most of them are bimbos anyways.
BUT I LOVE MY BIMBZ YOS. :D:D:D

The first NatDay song we sang was the track that TKGS Choir recorded when I was in SecOne.
damn those memories...
Performing in the NDP at the Stadium and all those vocal training sessions
I really really really miss choir now:((((

The Bimbz then went to celebrate Khai's bday.
I love you and I had fun planning with Hajjar to smash a cake on your face.
Although Hajjar gets more fun smashing it pfft.
Haha you good BK employee, see your hamburger cake so pretty kan??
Credits to Fadho for getting the cake 'from under her house'
(Fadh "actually not under my house la, it was from a BAKERY under my house")
so bimbz la pls. hahaha ilu too.

Off to Simpang for brunch-and a heavy brunch zomg.
Congrats to the Roti John clubbers, comprising of Widz, Steph, Joce and I, for finishing our meal:D
No credit go to Fadho cos she did not finish half of her Roti John King.
And we were mocking her by saying
"Think about the children in Africa with no food, and here you are not finishing your meal"
and of course estimating how many hungry kids can we feed with her leftovers (according to Hajjar it would feed 20kids-_-")

With no clear plan of what to do or where to go, we head off to Tampines and basically window shopped and slacked and played.
we love Toys'R'Us:D seriously. hahah
and of course complaining how high tech the toys that kids today play.
apparently there's this thingy that can play hide and seek with the kid.
imagine playing hide and seek with a robot.
Me thinks its scary.


*does the LM 'scary toys' walk* (basically an imagination of how toys walk at night)
 

so here i am now slacking with no sense of urgency to study.
and taking facebook quizzes and playing waka waka:D
I should at least do something active gahh.
oh wells.






I am getting worried.
One: Did you lost your phone or something?
Two: Who you gustas gustas ni??
Pantat la.

August 4th, 2009

Lil Miss throat and nose were being a bitch today.
No fever woots-no antibiotics for me cos it's viral.
And the Doc gave me 2 days MC.
He was so kind to give me non-drowsy medicines.
So that I "can study hard hor"
Damn. There goes my excuse for not studying at home.

Doc: Eh you taking your A's this year ah?
Me: Yeah haha. *sigh*
Doc: I am still traumatized by my A levels.
Me : Huh??
Doc: Even till now, which is like about 20 years later, I still get nightmares from A levels.
Me : Huh?? UNTIL NOW??
Doc: Yeah. I used to be so terrified of my Physics textboo cos it was so thick and I always leave Physics till last minute to study. And even till now, I still have nightmares. And it is always the same nightmare-I see myself frantically panicking with my Physics textbook in hand.
Me : Whoa. Scary sia.

The power of dreams, aye? Or should I say the power of A's?

 

 

Please watch the fireworks with me... 
You lucky number 21.

July 20th, 2009

School has been hectic and with the MYE results, I am preparing myself for the P Talk this Wed.
Expect loads of nagging and scolding and statistics and comparison with the earlier cohorts.
Bummer. And what time is the session again? I forgot. Oh whatever.

Everyday we learn new things.
And I love discovering new and interesting foodstuffs, thanks to Syirah(:
haha so I can crave for new things now.
Random stuff that can make me grin from ear to ear like Mogu Mogu.
ahhh.

Pista-kun has been good and he has been staying pretty(:
Just looking at him makes me happy. ^_^
You shall stay by my side because I will take really good care of you.
I promise:)

Pinworks are cool-hope to refine my basic pinwork skills soon
Thebrooch making workshop with Mum was okay, but abit weird.
Because I have never found myself surrounded by so many makciks and nyonyas in a room before.
Imagine 2 hours with nyonyas who push their way through to get materials that obviously is more than enough...
Okay let's just skip the details. It's painful. Literally.
Melalak session on Sat night/Sun morning was fun with cool company:)
My eyes are still heavy though.
Since Sunday was filled with study sessions and such.
Welcome to post MYE life.

Satisfied yoghurt craving since God-knows-when with Nas after school
I love Nas for tolerating my little random cravings and such.
Although you said I look like a maid when I tie my hair laaaa.
Thanks eh. haha panas la beb tak tahan siaaa



Otanjoubi Omedetou, SZ.
BQuist shall be a way to get to you.
p.s. Have I told you how much I miss you?

 

Best Quote of the Week
"I dah buat keputusan, I tak nak cari cinta lagi" (:
or something along those lines, extracted from Impian I think. haha

July 10th, 2009

MYEs over-finally and now the endless post mortems
Somehow got to be mentally prepared for the results-which of course will totally suck.
I will brace myself and get this year done without regrets, I hope.
Dear God, please give us strength to overcome this dreaded A's.



Woke up in the middle of the night
Heart is throbbing, head hurting
Which has got nothing to do with the dream
But instead, the nightmare she's living in reality.

She didn't mean to hurt anybody
She hates herself for being so mean
It's like being torn in between
Whatever she does, someone's bound to get hurt

It's crazy-this turmoil she's in...


Damn.
I can't bloody think straight now.
It's like everything's falling apart



Random brainwaves:
"I don't want a conversation, I just wanna sit and stare at you."

I don't mind being lost or walking aimlessly as long as you are with me.
"I don't wannna talk about it, I just wanna cry in front of you."

July 4th, 2009

2 more papers to go-H1 Chemistry and ML Paper 1 (oh we so need 6 days to study for a langage paper ;p)
All papers were fdhvervnkjnljdfviofjfj insane. okay my fault didn't put in heart and soul into it.
oh the curiculum time table for the last few months before the dreaded A's are a killer.
But we have quite a few long breaks so baby, we chiong okay? love you laaa so we chiong together hehe.

Sushi dinner date was oh-so-filling-our-tummies-up-to-the-brim.
oh and mochi is sooooo goood:D
i love the man who invented mochi. i wanna marry a mochi maker :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
on an offnote; I never thought I'd be a typical Sporean nyonya with widz and nen hahaha

Apparently, we realized yesterday that nen and I are practically.... family
We will be good bakal menantus and help out the family stall yeah?
Saw Carl and couldn't help but to get excited and laugh at his hairr
then i grew wings and fluttered around nen and widz.
but nvm-i loike.

I have no more papers in the hall which implies no more talking crap after exams with faruq and fadho.
We had so much fun laughing at some people sitting around us(:
And of course the crude talks after Math. Plus commenting at people's hair.
Takpe faruq, rambut buruk2 pun tetap sayang okay-I setia. hahahaha
And fadho, I share mat cina ngan you pun okay jugak. hahahahaha

Oh blimey. How to study Chemistry?


 

One day, I will drop my change or pay with a handful of coins so that I can catch the coins and put them in your tempting hands.
Tuna sushi much? You kental la.
'Are you a sports retard?' It's okay Satoru, I still love you:)
As we get older, each step seems like a huge leap.
Thst's why it gets harder.

June 30th, 2009


"Singapore, being a small and open economy, is very dependent on imports as we import even our basic necessities. Hence, when world prices of food and oil rise, the price of food and oil also rise in Singapore. Imported inflation occurs."

How's that for a 10marks question? And written in barely legible handwriting-I think I wasted ink writing, I don't think it is even worth -1 mark.

I don't wanna screw this all up, but I think it already is.
I know lah... "Macam tak biasa gitu fail semua" hehehe

Serves you right for not starting earlier, sakuramisaki hime-sama:)

June 25th, 2009

i have no idea why

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The stereotype that is stucked with JC should be abolished-I swear.
JC students aren't all blessed with ultra high IQs and it definitely does not guarantee us a place in the Uni.
And yes we do complain about the difficulty of the freakin' A level syllabus
So we would really appreciate it if you do not answer us with 'But you JC whaaaattt' or the likes.

Gosh. I seriously suck in Calculus, Vectors, Complex Numbers. Not like the other topics are perfect.
But these 3 are making my head go round and round in circles.
And I am only 25% done with Econs.
God, please lend me your strength to face this tough times.

Yesterday was Snake Day because I didn't do much. Just lazed around like a snake.
And maybe Pig Day too because pigged out like crazy.
Oh whatever happened to my plans to take charge of my life.

Went out at 2am yesterday this morning to McD wit Lilo.
Please remind me to bring a can of Baygon or whatever that can help kill pests.
Loved the walk under the moonlight with the night breeze kissing my face
But oh the 'animal night-life' was haunting.
Roaches and rats.
And I thinkk my left ankle has an affinity with roaches or something.
I think it kinda like sprained again while I was running away from the roach. -_-"
Only this time nobody stepped on it laa haha xP

 

The story of my poor left foot (warning with pichas-haha step gory only) )



Almost late for Sifas rehearsal, was supposed to reach at 10am.
Luckily Eypul called me at 9am and I woke up:D
Didn't rush though, cos I didn't feel like rushing.
Rehearal was A-ok though kinda mundane due to lotsa waitinggg
Show tomorrow night.


Hated this week.
Somehow I am always left alone at home and it is soooo annoying.
And then I have to rely on Internet or TV to entertain me.
So much for studying together.
I soooo have a life huh?

I hate love/crush.
People change because of this and they don't realize it.
oh and when they are so into the other party,
they keep talking about them like nobody's business.
And the best thing is they make me feel so annoyed
I can get mood swings then they say I am the annoying one.
oh oh oh. and then their voices will change and sound so sweet and pleasant and all.
downright gross.

 

All I want is for you to fulfill your promise to me.

an offnote: I'm liking Ejen Cinta now:D somehow I think there are more and more shows that are trying to get people to get married haha

June 21st, 2009



"It has been about a year now. But I still miss you"

I couldn't help but to laugh when I heard this over the radio.
It hit my stick nose (batang hidung) hard.
xP

June 18th, 2009

studying in school was productive woohhoooo
until everyone started getting distracted and playing SNAP.
reminder: please DO NOT play SNAP with sarah when everyone else is studying.
people will seriously start leaving zomg.

I shall not be distracted till the end of A's.
I shall not go out unnecessarily till the end of A's.
I shall be a good girl and study and put my best effort for A's.

Mummy, I ain't coming home tonight(:


Shelves of books lined up in there.
But the eyes were scanning the fiction A-B.
And yes, it was there.
She picked it up.
And off she went.
It's stupid.
Cos now she can only hear his voice
Saying how inspirational the writer is.
It's stupd.
Cos she is unable to shut that voice.
Even though it has been a long time since she met him.

And she took the train home.
She knows where to sit.
To get a glimpse of the view of that field.
It's 8pm.
But the lights were off.
Her heart sank.
But then she saw 4 shadows.
Coming out-maybe ready to play.
Maybe she was early tonight.
Maybe he's there.

Then she looked at those pictures
She didn't understand
Why was she so smitten with that man?

"Why do we get nervous?"
"Because we try to be perfect in front of them. Because we feel that they are worth it."



Food for thought: during our nice walk from school(:
Someone ever told me "You should learn how to love someone who loves you."
But that's unfair.
Why can't the person I love learn how to love me then?
And it's usually the girls who learn to love those who love them.
Then why can't guys learn how to love the girl who love them?




Hope to hear from you soon.
p.s. i'm still not over you...

June 14th, 2009

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Yesterday had like an hour rehearsal, kinda like just did structure for upcoming show
kinda hillariou-i keep on smiling to myself when I hear the song.
it's just so.. weird and new. hahaha oh wells.

night outing was interesting, i must say.
not forgetting hillarous-thanks to great and lepak company ahah
and oh lilo step on my foot while she was running away from a roach.
BA-KA. the same friggin foot that she stepped on during aceh dance.
and yes the same friggin foot that I had troubled with 2 weeks before taman anniversary.
best gitu eh. :)

yesterday somehow i think i spraind my right thumb at sw haha
suddenly it was painful to give a thumbs up -_-"
and then it was abit blue black ahh
that was what eypul and anuar said ah haha
but now its okayy YATTA:D


   

I MISS 4E4 TKGS(: THE A-MATH CLASSES AND CHEERLEADING. random.

it sucks when you look like some one I used to know.

peace.

June 12th, 2009

i know this is like so last week but taman anniversary was smoooth-running:)

congrats to the junior :LOs and welfare officers and of course under the guidance of our mentors wooo~
anyhoos I almost lost my ezlink at the show but luckily one of the pesilats found it woohhooo:) thank you nana:)

other than that BBQ pichas at Shafiq's house will be uploaded soon after I get to grab them from Nas/Siti or someone. It was great fun karaoke-ing, eating, snap-ing, snap jack-ing, happy meal-ing, and whatever games that we played (Did I miss out any? xp)

oh and we watched Legally Blonde and have I mentioned that the morsels of food was delicious?
and the BBQ is the last plan that I have for the holidays.
This means I gotta start studying and that the whole of this holidays are to be spent studying.
ok ira no complains. you don't even have any other plans anyway.
not like you have a bloody boyfriend or bloody ttm to spend your days with right.

i'm sorry for the sudden angsty bloody boyfriend.

I don't get it.
I guess what I thought wasn't the truth.
You shouldn't have led me on.

Then you left me hanging and feeling detached

I don't understand myself.
Why do I want you so badly?
It's not like you are so perfect or whatsoever.
And damn I am going insane.

I don't understand you.
I shall not go into details.

I wonder if you have the same dreams too?
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