it's all in the letter

2 more papers to go-H1 Chemistry and ML Paper 1 (oh we so need 6 days to study for a langage paper ;p)
All papers were fdhvervnkjnljdfviofjfj insane. okay my fault didn't put in heart and soul into it.
oh the curiculum time table for the last few months before the dreaded A's are a killer.
But we have quite a few long breaks so baby, we chiong okay? love you laaa so we chiong together hehe.

Sushi dinner date was oh-so-filling-our-tummies-up-to-the-brim.
oh and mochi is sooooo goood:D
i love the man who invented mochi. i wanna marry a mochi maker :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
on an offnote; I never thought I'd be a typical Sporean nyonya with widz and nen hahaha

Apparently, we realized yesterday that nen and I are practically.... family
We will be good bakal menantus and help out the family stall yeah?
Saw Carl and couldn't help but to get excited and laugh at his hairr
then i grew wings and fluttered around nen and widz.
but nvm-i loike.

I have no more papers in the hall which implies no more talking crap after exams with faruq and fadho.
We had so much fun laughing at some people sitting around us(:
And of course the crude talks after Math. Plus commenting at people's hair.
Takpe faruq, rambut buruk2 pun tetap sayang okay-I setia. hahahaha
And fadho, I share mat cina ngan you pun okay jugak. hahahahaha

Oh blimey. How to study Chemistry?


 

"Singapore, being a small and open economy, is very dependent on imports as we import even our basic necessities. Hence, when world prices of food and oil rise, the price of food and oil also rise in Singapore. Imported inflation occurs."

How's that for a 10marks question? And written in barely legible handwriting-I think I wasted ink writing, I don't think it is even worth -1 mark.

I don't wanna screw this all up, but I think it already is.
I know lah... "Macam tak biasa gitu fail semua" hehehe

Serves you right for not starting earlier, sakuramisaki hime-sama:)

The stereotype that is stucked with JC should be abolished-I swear.
JC students aren't all blessed with ultra high IQs and it definitely does not guarantee us a place in the Uni.
And yes we do complain about the difficulty of the freakin' A level syllabus
So we would really appreciate it if you do not answer us with 'But you JC whaaaattt' or the likes.

Gosh. I seriously suck in Calculus, Vectors, Complex Numbers. Not like the other topics are perfect.
But these 3 are making my head go round and round in circles.
And I am only 25% done with Econs.
God, please lend me your strength to face this tough times.

Yesterday was Snake Day because I didn't do much. Just lazed around like a snake.
And maybe Pig Day too because pigged out like crazy.
Oh whatever happened to my plans to take charge of my life.

Went out at 2am yesterday this morning to McD wit Lilo.
Please remind me to bring a can of Baygon or whatever that can help kill pests.
Loved the walk under the moonlight with the night breeze kissing my face
But oh the 'animal night-life' was haunting.
Roaches and rats.
And I thinkk my left ankle has an affinity with roaches or something.
I think it kinda like sprained again while I was running away from the roach. -_-"
Only this time nobody stepped on it laa haha xP

 

Almost late for Sifas rehearsal, was supposed to reach at 10am.
Luckily Eypul called me at 9am and I woke up:D
Didn't rush though, cos I didn't feel like rushing.
Rehearal was A-ok though kinda mundane due to lotsa waitinggg
Show tomorrow night.


Hated this week.
Somehow I am always left alone at home and it is soooo annoying.
And then I have to rely on Internet or TV to entertain me.
So much for studying together.
I soooo have a life huh?

I hate love/crush.
People change because of this and they don't realize it.
oh and when they are so into the other party,
they keep talking about them like nobody's business.
And the best thing is they make me feel so annoyed
I can get mood swings then they say I am the annoying one.
oh oh oh. and then their voices will change and sound so sweet and pleasant and all.
downright gross.
 

Yesterday had like an hour rehearsal, kinda like just did structure for upcoming show
kinda hillariou-i keep on smiling to myself when I hear the song.
it's just so.. weird and new. hahaha oh wells.

night outing was interesting, i must say.
not forgetting hillarous-thanks to great and lepak company ahah
and oh lilo step on my foot while she was running away from a roach.
BA-KA. the same friggin foot that she stepped on during aceh dance.
and yes the same friggin foot that I had troubled with 2 weeks before taman anniversary.
best gitu eh. :)

i know this is like so last week but taman anniversary was smoooth-running:)

congrats to the junior :LOs and welfare officers and of course under the guidance of our mentors wooo~
anyhoos I almost lost my ezlink at the show but luckily one of the pesilats found it woohhooo:) thank you nana:)

other than that BBQ pichas at Shafiq's house will be uploaded soon after I get to grab them from Nas/Siti or someone. It was great fun karaoke-ing, eating, snap-ing, snap jack-ing, happy meal-ing, and whatever games that we played (Did I miss out any? xp)

oh and we watched Legally Blonde and have I mentioned that the morsels of food was delicious?
and the BBQ is the last plan that I have for the holidays.
This means I gotta start studying and that the whole of this holidays are to be spent studying.
ok ira no complains. you don't even have any other plans anyway.
not like you have a bloody boyfriend or bloody ttm to spend your days with right.

i'm sorry for the sudden angsty bloody boyfriend.

I don't get it.
I guess what I thought wasn't the truth.
You shouldn't have led me on.
Then you left me hanging and feeling detached

I don't understand myself.
Why do I want you so badly?
It's not like you are so perfect or whatsoever.
And damn I am going insane.

I don't understand you.
I shall not go into details.

I need to be

MORE detailed. observant. sensitive. and the likes.

I didn't realize that my sis was sick and missed alot of papers:/
i didn't realize that Wida wore spectacles/hairband for one whole day. I only realized it at the last period.
I didn't realize i was wearing a hairband.
i didn't realize Bahiah changed her specs
I didn't realize Fadhilah cut her fringe.
i didn't realize it was Zahirah's birthday on the soccer girls' match, (HAPPY BDAY ZAHIRAH I STILL LOVE YOU OK?)
AND I DIDN'T REALIZE SO MANY THINGS.

oh goodness. I can't believe that I am this selenge.
I am so sorry to anybody whom I have been very insensitive to.
I don't know this is random.
And oh, being a very oblivious person, please tell me what to do and what to say whenever needed.
Sometimes I think I'm a guy stuck i a girl's body -_-"

Wouldn't it be easier if everything has a sign on them?
So at least it can act like a compass to guide me through haha.
:)
 

Singapore Youth Festival 2009-Central Judging for Malay Dance
VERDICT: MERIDIAN JC - GOLD
I AM SO PROUD AND PLEASED TO ANNOUNCE THIS TO THE WHOLE STUDENT POPULATION ZOMG!
you have no idea how much light I beamed on the podium hahahahaha

Anyhoos! We managed to wow the judges and clinch this Gold award TOGETHER. I love my MCS babes. Thank you so much for your hardwork and determination to perform the best that you can. Even though, most of us are first-time dancers, it just proves that anything can be done as long as we put in our utmost effort and time. All the hardwork and pain has paid off-thanks to everybody's contribution and team spirit that we have delveloped throughout the course of this competition. We have come together from different walks of life and proved to everybody that YES, WE CAN GET BACK THE GOLD AWARD WE LOST IN SYF 07.

I am sorry if i ever scolded you guys too much/screamed/shouted/showered you guys in ultra-fantabulous Vocabulary that shall not be revealed here hahahahah. Okay, and thank you so much for tolerating me as your president and tolerating my nonsense. Haha and thank you to everyone who have gave us their encouragement-be it friends, families and teachers.

Thank you Ckg Azmi for choreographing this ultra-deep contemporary dance and giving us the inspiration to work together. We didn't get GOLD WITH HONOURED (hehe) but this is more than enough for us. We will miss working with you and laughing together especially during our practice sessions-your lame jokes and your cute English:D Thank you to our teachers-in-charge, Ms Halimah and Ms Sarina for believing in us and your words of encouragement, especially Ckg Halimah who conducted Saturday practices. Thank you MCS'08 and MCS juniors who came to support us too!

Thank you God for making this performance and our hardwork a success. You tested us with various challenges before our SYF- lack of venue and space to practise, Heyya's injury 2 days before, the bus that never came to fetch us on SYF day, the people who thought we wouldn't make it. Thank you God for these obstacles and thank you for giving us the strength to overcome them with focus and determination.

BECAUSE WE ARE CHAMPIONS. :)

Have received the long-awaited PW results. Alhamdulillah, got an A. MJ007 I LOVE YOU ALL LA and I won't trade my groupmates if I have to go through PW again!! of course, you should be thankful for a great group leader hor? HAHAHAHAH
CONGRATS MJC FOR ACHIEVEING 95.5% As. :D
The PWC have reaped its fruits of labour. And the day has come when MJC do not have any Cs for PW.

Oh, when I was making the announcement yesterday, there was a whole line of winners as well.
Congrats to the Shooting team and Fencing team as well as the UN Conference participants.

Indeed, this is a nice way to end the stressful and hectic week. Although MBTs results are like EUUUU.(literally), let's now look forward and I am definitely hyped up to continue this string of achievements!

What do I need now? A shoulder massage to relieve my muscle aches and stiffness. OH! yesterday i pestered Lilo to give me one, but when she started I was screaming in pain la.. then 15minutes later I kept laughing/groaning like nobody's business. I thought it was painful AND ticklish at the same time-thus the screaming. I swear she looked at me like I am going berserk then she gave up.

hee~

What? Singapore Art Museum to catch the APAD Gallery Showcase
Aim? To develop and nurture our sensitivity towards visual art-no matter in what medium

Quite cool and interesting I guess although I gotta admit some of the works left me wondering "Where and how do they got their inspiration from?" The techniques and different medium used was enthralling and realllyyy cool. Amazingly, Farshad has a verrryyy good sense in art appreciation-like he is ultra sensitive to the nitty gritty details y'know and Nas was asking him to forget about football and go work as an art critic or sth haha.

When I walked into the first gallery, the first painting that caught my eye looked so familiar. The oil/acrylic painting on canvas(couldn't quite recall), Sengketa Sesama Sendiri (Disputes Among Us), used techniques that brought back memories around 5 years back. True enough, it was a piece by S. Mohdir, one of the most renowned artists in Singapore. I realized I missed him and his classes so much-ever since I stopped going for art lessons in Sec 3. In fact I couldn't quite recall the last time I held the paintbrush. And I feel guilty for not even calling him up or to pay him a visit although his residence, if he is still living there, is so near me.

This got me to deep-thinking mode, because I am planning to go on a hiatus(ceh step artist only) this year after SYF. Will I forget how to dance or sing again just like how I forgot how to hold a paintbrush? Will I stay connected with my fellow instructors and friends or will I lose their contacts like how I did carelessly so many times?

I definitely do not wanna lose anybody or anything from my life.

I find this meaningful.

Or maybe I should just use my creativity and speak from the heart. Even if it doesn’t sell.

zomg march block test is in 2 days time.
and zomg zomg zomg.
tauke wayang is in like 13 days time
and syf is like in 25 days time.

and no musfirah you are going to press on and excel in everything you do.

oh no-i am stuck on  kkotboda namja.

and manja lara.

and datin diaries.

and nenekku superspy.

and ToGetHer.

and cepat tepat.

how to study like this??

damnn. okay i should log off and read sth related to GP.